Disposing of disposables

My home made 100% cotton napkins. The ones in the fan are small, the larger ones are at the front.I'm trying to do without as many "disposable" products as I can. These things have become so entrenched in the way we live our lives now that we see them as normal. They aren't. I looked up the meaning of the word "dispose" and it means: cast aside, chuck out, discard, fling, throw out, throw away,